Shy

I was very shy growing up. In fact, I still consider myself a shy person. I get extremely nervous when I met new people and when I have to go somewhere I have never been before. I don’t like not knowing what’s going on and I hate being thrown into situations that force me to deal with the unknown or ‘play things by ear’.

So, with that said, you may be asking yourself, how can I be a photographer – a wedding photographer at that! Weddings by their very definition should not fit comfortably with my shy demeanour. But that is the glory of photography for me –  it allows me to truly be myself.

With my camera in hand, I feel like I can conquer the world! I am no longer afraid to talk to new people or to go to new places. Being spontaneous or going with the flow is no longer a horrible thing, in fact it has lead to some of my favourite images! When I am shooting I feel like I am able to be the version of myself that is free of my many insecurities as they fall by the waist-side. In their place I am filled with confidence. Confidence in both my photographic and creative abilities as well as confidence in myself and my social interactions. I am an awkward person by nature, and normally this is enhanced when I am put in a new situation, but when I am shooting I am able to embrace my awkwardness and make it work for me, my clients, and my art.

I have always known that bride + grooms are not models and most of them aren’t comfortable being in front of the camera. But since I starting shooting them, I have learnt how to get them to embrace their own shyness and how to make them really shine in their photos. I am told, my own awkwardness make my clients feel more at ease and, more often than not, the things I am most insecure about, like my clumsiness, often brings a natural smile to their face.

I love sharing images with my clients that they love. I love being able to share my art with the world. But in the last couple of years, I have learnt that the thing I love most about photography is how it makes me feel – happy and truly myself.

Skagway Alaska

Rare Photo, Typical Form

A rare photo of me, but a very typical form in which to find me.

Ottawa Photographer

This photo was taken by my wonderful husband when we were in Alaska. We went on the White Pass train up from Skagway to Fraser, British Columbia. It was simply beautiful. The sights were so amazing and the sound of the train on the rickety old track was so soothing. It was a rather slow train (mostly due to the massive vertical distance traveled) but I absolutely loved it – I felt like I could have ridden that train for days. I also got some absolutely amazing photos that I am slowly but surely making my way through.

P.S. – it was chilly (it is Alaska and Northern BC afterall) so those are my freaking awesome photo gloves that allow my forefinger and thumbs to be free to operate my camera while keeping the rest of my fingers toasty warm. Seriously love them!! You may also notice my giant sunglasses. I normally take my sunglasses off when shooting, but these were protecting a portion of my face from the cold wind. Luckily for me, I had forgotten my pretty Oakleys and bought these cheap sunglasses on the cruise ship. By the end of the trip they were so scratched from knocking my camera against them.

Travel Series: Itching for Travel

I’ve got the itch — the traveling itch. I have been spending so much of my ‘free-time’ planning various trips whether they be upcoming or merely dreams and now I can’t sit still while I wait for the time and finances to take another trip.

Our last trip was to Seattle and Alaska (and Victoria), and it was truly amazing!! I was so relaxed and happy during the entire vacation, not to mention, extremely well fed – it was a cruise afterall. And ever since I got home I have been wanting to go back out and see more of the world.

Skagway, Alaska

We have a trip to California coming up to attend a gaming conference – yes you read correctly, a gaming convention. I am apparently a gigantic nerd as I love gaming and have been looking forward to this trip for the sheer gaming factor since I heard about the convention. And though I am super stoked for the trip, it is pretty short, only a few days long, and we won’t be seeing very much while we are there due to the short timeframe.

 Originally we were supposed to go to Hawaii and Vegas this year, but for budgeting purposes, Vegas was replaced with California and Hawaii is sadly being postponed as well for both timing and financial reasons but also due to some other super cool, but secret future plans we are working on. In hindsight, not going to Hawaii wasn’t as painful as I thought it would be. We were supposed to go last month for our one year anniversary, and while we would have been away, I received tons of wedding inquiries and booked a record number of weddings!! I barely even noticed I wasn’t in Hawaii — mostly. So while I wait for our trip to California, I am planning dream trips.

Victoria, British Columbia

I am currently playing with the idea of a UK & Ireland trip. I visited London (and the Salisbury area) when I graduated from university with my best friend and we had an absolutely great time, but I have always wanted to go back and see more. If you have any suggestions for things to see or do in Ireland, Northern Ireland, Scotland or Britain, let me know.

Just as an FYI, the first set of photos were taken in Skagway, Alaska while the second set were taken in Victoria, British Columbia. I am working on the full blog posts for these two cities and will hopefully be able to share all of the photos with you in the future.

Ketchikan, Alaska

It has been a while since Dave and I came home from Alaska and I have been so happily busy with my awesome clients that I haven’t really had time to sit down and finish editing all of our photos. That being said, I took a look at them tonight and saw that I had actually edited some and just not shared them with all of you! So here it is — my post about one of the ports we visited during our Alaska cruise: Ketchikan, Alaska.

We stopped in Ketchikan on Day 6 of our 7 day cruise. By this time we had done so many amazing things in Alaska and seen so much beauty we decided to stick with our original plan of a simple nature walk as our excursion for the day. It was a pretty short walk, only about 1.2km if I remember correctly – in fact, the bus ride there was longer than the walk itself, though I am not complaining, driving along the shoreline was breathtaking in its own right and we must have seen at least a dozen bald eagles flying around the tree tops.

When we first arrived at the excursion, they split us into groups. There were a few different guides, but Dave and I instantly went towards one in particular who had an amazing handlebar mustache! Seriously, it was awesome – we have a photo of it but I am going to save it for another time, sorry. Anyway, we walked down the path and our guide told us all about the forest and the flora and fauna that called it home. And despite the fact that Dave and I thought we were going on a simple, quiet nature walk during which we would likely not see anything, we not only saw some great bits of nature, we also saw some amazing wildlife!!

Ketchikan Alaska

The photos I shot during our nature walk in Ketchikan are some of my favourite of the trip – though it is hard to say that as the entire trip produced some amazing photos that are truly breakth-taking. I love the above photo of a fallen log – it is acting as a sort of nursery to the new saplings.

Ketchikan Alaska
Ketchikan Alaska

This was the first bit of wildlife we saw during the walk, a woodpecker. Yes I realize it has a better name than that but come on, I was told it nearly 5 months ago and sadly I didn’t keep a very good record of everything we were told during our excursions.

Ketchikan Alaska
American Bald Eagle

These bald eagles are two examples of the sorts you can find in and around the alaskan ports – truly wild ones and ones that live in captivity. To be honest, there don’t seem to be many of the latter kind (yay!) and this guy only lives in captivity because he can’t live in the wild anymore. He sure is pretty though. The wild bald eagle was really neat to see. The ones we had seen up until this point in the trip were either very far away, or adolescents who did not have the white feathers on their heads.

Ketchikan Alaska
Ketchikan Alaska
Bear Training Tree

The markings on this tree show that it is a training tree for bear cubs. Mothers will ‘teach’ their cubs how to climb trees by charging them and moderately attacking them (she may prod them with her claws). She does this so that they learn how to climb trees quickly as it could save their lives should a full-grown male run across them in the woods.

Black Bear in Ketchikan Alaska

Speaking of bears. We were walking along a path and nearing the end of the nature walk when I started to get a little sad that we hadn’t seen an actual bear. Just then Dave and I spotted a young black bear not too far from us (a nice safe distance). He sat and stood on and near the fallen logs for a little while. Our guide called it in to the other guides on the paths so that they could get a chance to show their guests – unfortunately they didn’t end up getting there before the ‘little’ guy sauntered off into the forest.

Black Bear in Ketchikan AlaskaBlack Bear in Ketchikan Alaska

After the bear left, we continued walking and we saw that it or another bear had actually been very close to the path and had left these really neat footprints in the mud.

Black Bear in Ketchikan Alaska

American Bald Eagle

It was also about this time that we saw one of those adolescent eagles I spoke about earlier flying from tree top to tree top. Luckily, I had my camera in high speed mode (normally used for the first kiss at weddings) and got a great shot of it soaring the skies.

Canadian Geese in Alaska

This was also when we saw some more common birds. As we were the only Canadians on the walk, our guide poked fun of us as we had come all the way up to Alaska just to find Canadian Geese. I took a shot because – well come on, I had to.

Ketchikan Alaska

Near the end of the walk there were a few exhibits. There were some about logging and wood carving and there was a spot where you could feed lettuce to some reindeer. Dave and I each fed the reindeer – because, well, when in Rome or something like that.

Ketchikan Alaska
North American Great Horned Owl

I am going to end this post with the above shots of this awesome owl. I believe this is a North American Great-Horned Eagle as I am pretty sure they have yellow eyes and the European kind have orange eyes. I could be very wrong about that but I am pretty sure that’s what I was told at the Photo Expo by the Birds of Prey exhibitors. Either way, he was pretty sleepy and only opened his eyes for a brief second and then he went back to sleep. And Dave made the joke that derpy owl is derpy, though in this shot, it kind of just looks like he is winking.

Alaskan Island

Just a quick image from our Alaskan trip.

Alaskan Island

This shot was taken as we were sailing from Southern Alaskan into Northern BC towards Victoria.
As for the rest of the shots from our trip, I have so far posted the photos from Seattle and am working on the rest of of our travel destinations in between client sessions.